All I want is to let you know but my words get lost and haunt the back of my throat.
Sometimes keeping up with this blog is the hardest part of this journey. But I try to keep at it because it’s nice when I am struggling to look back at what I was doing or thinking about that affected me along the way. So here it is beautiful Friday afternoon watching the dogs fight with a little writers block.
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Let’s just say this to start. I have been 90% compliant with my real plan. The only reason I’m going to say that I have not been is because there’s no alcohol listed on my meal plan and I had a handful drinks last weekend. They were none sweetie drinks, mostly vodka and water but if I had to check a box that said compliant or not I would check no. Hit my food intake. I drank more than a gallon of water every single day and I am on track. That’s all I am going to tell you because I don’t really need any of the gym drama queens knowing my business during this contest. So you are going to have to wait till the Thursday morning going into Memorial Day for my progress report. It’s like playing poker. I’ll show you my grind cause I am not gonna stop but I am not going to show you my cards. Just know that I am out here putting in the work.
I was talking with a trainer at the gym about getting my Certified Personal Trainer certificate. Not only would it help me but I was always hesitant because who the hell would want to hire me to train them. I always made jokes that I was going to get it and teach a class called “Phat Boy Fitness”. We would start with getting off the couch and finding the remote. Then we would walk from said couch to the fridge. You get where I am going with this. Then I thought that I could specialize in people who need to lose excessive amounts of weight or are trying to get ready for Weight loss surgery or had it and are ready to get to work. These are people that I can relate with so they would be a great market for me . I would be very passionate about this kinda work for sure. So I enrolled in school and once my books get here I am going to get to work. I hope to be done by the end of September. So here we go on another adventure I guess. I talked to coach and hoped he’d talk me out of it but he thought it was a good idea. FUK! I mean no one should discouraged from getting a good training. I know I was intimidated so maybe this could be a thing.
All I want is to let you know but my words get lost and haunt the back of my throat.
We were talking about change last week and I had to face a lot of if head on over the last week. I’ve had a lot of stress and barreled through it. I did realize one thing in the end.. That it’s okay to ask for help when you need it. No matter how much I know about something or feel that I am right about something there is someone to show me a different way and I am going to stay more open to it and working smarter, not harder sometimes. Roll the dice. Ya never know.
What If my soul was still trembling ….
Last night the band played the Bucks Happening Bash for the 4th year in a row. We’ve won best wedding band for the 7th year. It was a good show. I felt pretty good. Loose. NO booze or nothing. I did have some sweet tarts and a few Swedish fish. See. I am human.
Well I know it doesn’t happen often but I’ve been on the quiet side this week and will end this here today. I hope everyone has a great weekend.
Franco
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