I have no clue what happened last week.. I got over the memorial day hump, and all of a sudden weight was pouring off me. I was down to 346. I was so excited by last Thursday. Then the weekend came, I didn’t go too crazy, but come Monday I was at 351. As of today I am at 352. That brings me back just under 60 pounds lost again. I know I’m going to the gym. I know I am walking. I am getting plenty of protein. I know these things just happen sometimes. But being stuck around the same weight for many weeks now and it’s frustrating as all hell. But my shirts are fitting better. I know I am looking better. I have about 40 pounds to go to hit my 1st major goal of 100 pounds. I just wish I had a game plan.
I AM STARVING LATE NIGHT!
This past week I did a TRX suspension workout to try and shake things up. Working out is expensive. All the supplemental protein etc, is expensive. I know I am not buying as much junk as I used to so it evens out but I don’t know what else that I can do.
I did have a few great things going this week so far… I got my tattoo. Shane at Valor Tattoo in Featerville did an amazing job. I couldn’t be more happy at the amazing color and I sat for it like a champ.
The other cool thing is that I had to go to the dermatologist the other day and had a small procedure done... I usually get a little anxious at offices etc. But I fit in the damn seat. It was amazing. I walked in and I was like oh no….. Then I took a deep breath, walked over and sat down… and I fit, and I fit well. BOOM! It was a great feeling. And sometimes its more about this… then it is a number. I have to keep reminding myself that.
So what is a guy to do? You just suck it the fuck up and keep working at it. I’ll get to my goal. I know what giving up feels like already. Now I want to know what winning feels like.
So I’ll keep getting up and I’ll keep trying to get it..