I wasn’t going to write anything this week since it’s a holiday and I didn’t want to get on the scale this morning after Thanksgiving. A few days ago when I did weigh myself I was about the same so we are still about 10 pounds form goal weight for 2014. I am not getting on a scale till mid-week. Too much standing for shows and eating. But I am starting to get that under control today. I have been slacking on my protein intake and even calorie counting. It’s Thanksgiving. I have been doing the best that I can. I’ll pull myself together by Monday for sure.
Went to see Bleachers (it’s a band) at the TLA on Sunday and I stood the whole time. It wasn’t bad. I was very happy to be able to do it and experience minimal discomfort or pain. Much different than when I went to see Butch Walker last spring. I did not buy my 2nd concert shirt ever because they really didn’t have anything that I liked. The concert rocked and the band was freaking awesome.
I have been hitting the gym and doing boot camps every day including Thanksgiving. Trying to stay active as it gets colder is very hard. I just want to sit on my couch under a blanket.
I tried on an old pair of 44 jeans. The last size I’ve bought have been 50’s. They fit. They were snug but they fit. So maybe I’ve lost some inches and not so much weight. I definitely am not in an XL t-shirt yet for sure. The jeans are a little out dated I think but I’ll still be wearing them soon. Because I can.
December is coming. It will be go time. I am going to do this. I can do this. I have felt depressed about it lately. I’ve been trying to keep the 88-91lbs that I’ve already lost in perspective but it’s hard. This is where I have to rally myself. This is where I have to push harder than I’ve pushed all year long.
I am mental.
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