Believe

I posted this to Facebook this morning…  And wanted to share it here too.

Christmas is for dreamers. It’s about believing in something…. take it in the religious direction or as simple as Santa and the good that is in most people. To my friends who have been pushing and following their dreams this year… Keep pushing. Don’t give up, okay. Even I have been trying to practice what I preach and I know how hard it is. But today I pray that the spirit of Christmas fills your heart and inspires you to keep pushing, keep chasing, and if nothing else fill your heart with love, even for just a few days to end this year in a good, peaceful place. My love to all. Merry Christmas.

I’ve been dreaming a lot this past year. I hope I have helped some people dream along with me.  I am tracking my weight and it’s not really where I want it to be but like I talked about last week.  I’ll get to my goal in January no matter what.  If it’s not right on time…  I am sure you’ll all forgive me. And most importantly, I’ll forgive myself.  I am going to have a good holiday, close the year out and re-commit with passion and fervor in the new year.  90lbs lost so far this year is great.  I can do better and will.

You won’t get an official weight in again until January 6th, 2015.  That will be 1 year to the day where I stepped on the scale, saw 411 and said that something had to change.  What a change it’s been.  320 is such a nicer number.  My feet think so too.

May the spirit of Christmas fill your heart, ignite your dreams and show you the way when you are lost.

Believe.