You can’t always have those weeks that put a smile on your face. I seem to have more of the frustration filled ones than the ones that motivate and push me. I weighed in yesterday and basically gained 2 pounds. So I am 1.5 away from 50 again. Yeah. I am shaking my head too. Went to boot camp 4 times. Watched what I ate. I walked. I rode my new bike a little.
Just sucks honestly. I am usually more articulate here but today I am writing cause I feel like I have to and not because I want to.
So what do I do honestly? Well I was waiting for my boot camp place to put up their personal training prices. He was going to have a special. But they were released today and they aren’t that great quite honestly. I basically can save 9 bucks per session. Granted if I buy 10 then I save 90 bucks. If I had en extra 600 bucks laying around buy 30 of them and really save money. But I don’t so I can’t and I won’t.
I am honestly going to work out and walk less this week and eat more. Give my body a little shock. Try to keep my protein levels high, carbs low and see what happens over the next few days. I am not sure what to do. Who to trust. Where to turn.
I came to the conclusion that it costs a lot of money to get fit and is much cheaper to be fat. I am going to try and wipe away my frustration and depression and push forward.
We will see what happens. I am not giving up yet.