It seems like I always start a blog apologizing for not being here and trust me friends I am not that far from you. You can always check my Instagram and Twitter daily. I am always posting there. There you can make sure I am walking the walk! But I am sorry.
Sometimes when I am stuck at a weight I just don’t know what else to say. I am trying. I am working through it. I haven’t stopped. I am tweaking. I am playing mad scientist with my body. I am trying to give it what it needs and I am trying not to be stupid. I know that no matter what I can’t rush this process. Sometimes I have to sell that to myself.
So let me do my best to recap some things since the last time.
I guess I should just tell you that I am 302.4 lbs today. So that’s down about 6 pounds and yes I am floating around this god damn 300 number and I have been floating around it since August. And yes, it is extremely annoying. And yes I am trying to reel myself in. I am trying very hard.
Crabby and I played at the Trappe Tavern on St. Patrick’s Day and I knew that I was going to have to have something to eat and a few drinks. It’s tradition. And we don’t drink just Jameson. We drink $15 a shot Jameson. Middleton to be exact and usually for a special occasion, toast or of course St. Patty’s Day! Just one but special.
When Friday rolled around at Ott’s, I didn’t drink anything. I was trying not to add calories to my hard work. Saturday was a road trip to OCMD and honestly I didn’t go my usual overboard. I had one shot that was bought for me and 1 Orange crush that I didn’t finish. I just wasn’t into derailing myself and knew I was eating the calories so i didn’t want to go crazy.
Saturday I was 302.9 and Monday came in with 306.0 – Now I didn’t get upset on Monday because I figured it was a 2lb loss from the week before and a healthy loss. But in the end it is my pogo stick of a fight with my weight.
My workouts haven’t been that great. I feel soft. So I am going to push that a lot harder in the upcoming week. I need to give myself a set schedule for the week and just stick with it.
I am getting my water in. Every day since I last wrote you. No days off on that. I have been sick for the last few days so I have been drinking a lot of tea. I am okay with that. It’s good for you!
My friend Mike said something pretty interesting to me at the gym a few days ago. Mike also lost 100lbs in a year. (It took me a little longer). He told me that his friends told him that he was more fun fat. I have heard it from a few people and some of my band mates not too long ago. One of them made a joke that we didn’t get as many cold calls because I am skinny now. Funny. I am 1 pants size away from my freshman year in high school self. I am not so afraid of doing things and going places anymore. I am the most fun I have ever been. I just am not looking for my fun with booze or wings or pizza as much as I used to. And I have self control. I might slip. But I know how to get right back at it. People have no idea sometimes. I AM FUN DAMNIT!
Well i am sorry it’s nothing too exciting but it’s a check in none the less.
Love you guys!
Talk to you all soon!