Sometimes I’ll be out and about and people will say “hello big man”, “Excuse me, Big Man”….. “Have a good day, big man”…. It’s not really a compliment. I know it’s not meant with any malice. But there is only one Big Man… And that’s Clarence Clemons. The angel behind the saxophone in Bruce Springsteen’s E-Street Band. One of my musical idols. And maybe in part for being such a captivating Big Man. Such an inspiration. Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Big Man.
Yesterday was such a long day at the studio that I didn’t do much today. I got a cup of coffee to try and give me a little jolt but only really went to the mall to get a few shirts and some more Isopure. I like that a lot.
So it’s still only 7pm but I am way too far away from goal today.
Now I am going to go out with some friends and check out a band tonight for a little while. Maybe I’ll force myself to dance a little so I can make a good stab at it but I’m only at 1152 Fuel as I type.
I started to feel a little fear today that I can’t do this. Clothes shopping sucked. Food shopping sucked. Getting in all the protein sucks. I am going to have to add some workouts this week. I was going to wait but I think I need it for the mental triggers. It’s not that I can’t, I have to. I have to do this. i don’t have a choice to fail.
I’ll let you know how I make out in the morning.
Peace and Love!