Oh my sweet disposition
May you one day carry me home – Ryan Adams
I have been hard pressed to write anything over the last few days. I can only promise myself and try to commit and get my head straight so much in one year and write about it. But as I was going to skip a blog this week. It thought it was important to carry this home. To finish what I started and that although things are harder than ever that I should use to it to start the week.
Tomorrow will be day 335 — or — 47 Weeks and 6 Days since I started this roller coaster.
And I was going to do 2 a days and eat really well and blah blah blah.. And then I found I was taking my god daughter to the light show tomorrow and then dinner… and Thursday night my 78 year old GF wants to take me to dinner. I mean who can say no to that. I last got on the scale on Thursday and I was maintaining. 10 pounds away from 100. I have no idea where I’ll be tomorrow when I just jump on the scale for a mental. I’ve been on my feet a lot and my water game is a little off. But I’ll click that in tomorrow for sure again. I am not going to drive myself crazy. With the holidays coming. I want to enjoy myself. I don’t want to gorge or anything. Just live life.
I played in Silver Springs Maryland with the band last night. The Fillmore is AMAZING. Full light and sound crews. Just AMAZING. When I came up from the green room before we started the guy that was running stage monitors for us came over to me and wanted to tell me how great I looked and wanted me to know that he noticed all my hard work. It was very nice to hear. Especially after being sick for the last week or so and wanting to eat everything in site. And honestly you don’t expect guys to notice that stuff. I don’t really expect anyone to notice that stuff. I really had a good time on stage last night. I miss that.
So bootcamp at 5:30am. A walk in the afternoon – training on Tuesday. Bootcamps and cardio and just a push forward. Dinners, lunches…. life… just taking it day by day…
29 days to goal.