Weigh in today kidna sucked. Stayed the same this week. I am not sure I am eating too much or chances are that I am not eating enough. I am not hungry. Just not getting enough calories. And as much activity as I am doing, I don’t think it gets my heart rate to a fat burning rate. 330 isn’t shabby. Just thought that I’d be a little further along.
Tuesday I had my first personal training session. I wish I could afford that 3 times a week. Holy shit what a workout. I have been keeping up on my Couch to 5K training. Not easy for me. But it gets my legs moving.
So again. Here I am at an uncertainty. I wish I knew the formula. Shouldn’t it be a formula. Eat this much, burn this much, lose this much? I would think so anyway. But not for me apparently.
I am down 81 pounds. I am getting a little work done on my sleeve tomorrow. Adding a little something that will always remind me where I came from…. and also what we need more than anything else in the world. Something I forget sometimes. I can’t wait to show everyone. Keep your eye on my twitter.
So I am going to make a conscious effort tomorrow night at my gig to not drink alcohol at all this weekend. Eat my calories. And in the end :”Let it go where it’s supposed to”.